haiis. im
depressed rite now..
moodless. sad. disappointed. he turned out to be a person which has the opposite character den i tot he has. sighs. was it all my
illusions for the past 1 year plus? or the love he gave mi during those days were true? i realli wonder. i love him with all i could . but he choose to
break my heart in the end. i couldnt do anithing. i couldnt beg him. its his choice. i cant force him. but i realli feel so
disappointed. haiis. very very disappointed. i din noe he that he can change to such a person. i guess...im wrong all these while. or perhaps its my mistake or i overlooked sumthing. sighs
aniway. waited for pui for like
2 hrs plus. was
farking dulan during tt time. but later den she told mi tt she couldnt get her butt out of her house cos her father was at the voideck. hais. went f0r the interview lohs. i was toking to the manager for like
10 mins but pui
4 mins lidat can go laios. wth . nehnehs. arghs . see whether tml the manager gt call mi anot lohz. if haf means im selected . if no means dun haf le lohs. but dun tink i will be selected bahs. =~ went to point and had my dinner. reached home at ard 10 plus. hais.
moodless. off now.
complicated.
was it my illusions all these while?
i wanna be with u
but i guess
its impossible.
lyfe jus SUCK .
JIAHUI____________________________________♥♥
