♥Saturday, September 10, 2005
woke up at about 12pm today . sista called me jus now for a short chat on the phone and i told him alot of things , and ya , he kept saying that he treats me the best . all the buay-ba things . :X would be heading down to my relative's chalet at changi at night with my family . hope it would be fun there =)
yst met up with sista at about 3 plus in the afternoon , accompanied him to go buy his contact lenses . his eyes swollen . lolz. after that he went to meet his fren near hougang point while i took 72 and went to yck mrt station to meet up wif laopo and her rebecca .
went to cuppage as usual . getting tired of it . saw some gers there , those i dont know except for ming gui . 1 of the gers kept talking to me like i'm her know-so-long-liao fren . godness . she even held my arms and touched my waist .wtf? haha.
anyway , was rather unhappy when i was at cuppage . sighs . maybe is should nt had started in the very first place , finding troubles and making myself bother over stupid things . rahhh .
i dont believe that i was over suspicious . it was so fucking obvious can . hais. but i dont know how should i confront him . i felt so lost and i've got no one to turn to . laopo gt her own things to worry about . though me and him were both the pool tables area . but its like he rather go talk to his gay friends den talking to me like last time . when he knew that im dulan-ed with him lia0 den gek one face and sit at one corner . WTH LAH . anyway , at 9 plus went to S11 and have my dinner . yummy :X
after dinner walked to taka to take a look at the lion dance =)) I SAW MY HANDSOMEEEE !! *MELTS* ahhhh ! though only see him for awhile but im very happy already . xD
went back to cuppage , played pool den took cab home at ard 11+ . he leh? sit inside there play his CS /WC or whatever lah. HAIYA . gaowei lar.
maybe i should have listened to my dearest friend's advice that time . but i didnt . getting myself troubled over these things in the end . aint i stupid?
i longed for the return back into yr arms . i realli do ..
JIAHUI____________________________________♥♥
